when i grow up,
i want to be
inspired by "When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities" by Chen Chen
——a breath of fresh air for my older sister, when life is suffocating
———a good older sibling for my little brother
——a
home
home
home
for myself
——a warm cup of ginger tea for my mother, when her stomach hurts
——an unfinished dance
——a dinner and beer for my father, after i've earned my first paycheck
———an ocean of possibilities
——a bright hope for the teachers who opened the curtains so that sunlight could enter my mind
ocean of possibilities
ocean of
ocean
———a warm hand during winter for my close friends
——a dry, comfortable mat for these troublemakers
——a breath of fresh air for my older sister, when life is suffocating
———a good older sibling for my little brother
home